Me and You: Just Us Two

Do you remember I wrote "dealing with the past" in my last post? Yes, I was definitely not. I pushed myself to love someone else. I said that doesn't mean I didn't like him. I just tried to be realistic and accept that God has probably not sent "The-One-That-I-Want-Desperately" to me. It felt hurt every time I realize he found (I though) a love. Sometimes I checked his wall just to know how he was. Yes.. No.. Okay.. Yes, Okay I checked his wall every time I log in my Facebook. And yes, he was FINE. That was an evidence that he was happy with his girl. Then, I talked to myself “It’s time to move on. I’m a firework. I’m glowing and I always get what I want to”, and I cried all night long and gone out of control 5 minutes later.

Girls! -_-“

I spent hardly a thousand days just to accept that “he’s not that into me”. I hate brokenhearted, everybody does I guess. I just tried to brighten myself up, yet still I had faith that we would meet again, at the right time.

God knows I’m crazy about this guy. I believe in “There’s a faith, there’s a way”. After a long long long “decision making” and a few “wrong time”, I finally met him again. I guess that was the “right-time” to us. 3 years waiting for someone is damn hard?

At the moment, I felt like I’d say “YES” for every question he asked :D and less than  a week, I made “romantic-relationship” with him. Today, it’s almost been 3 months, and I’m still wondering. I can’t believe what’s happening now.

I though that it was just an obsession and I’d lost my feels when I make romantic relationship with him. Look! 3 months and I still feel the fire, I guess it’s a good sign. Even though I don’t know what exactly happen to the next, but the point is I’m enjoying this relationship. One of my dream comes true, why should I worry?

I believe when you love someone and accept him the way he is, all of fear and doubt suddenly goes away somehow, especially if she/he is your close friend. Lucky me! I don’t need to fake, we’re close friend and we’ve known each other for so long. He’s the guy who would accept me whether good or bad, and so would I.

If you found someone who “click” with, you’ll understand what’s it all about.

PS: Do not check someone-you-like’s wall (if he’s taken) or you will crying all night long